So an old friend...someone I haven't hung out with for years, barely remember hanging with thanks to ECT and who I've exchanged like 4 words with over the past year is moving.
Okay. I'm gonna miss her and all. And they're throwing a going away party for her. I understand that.
Just one thing: I took that Sunday off months ago for my birthday. And when is the fucking party scheduled for?!
Why my birthday, of course.
I know my mom's gonna guilt-trip me into going. No fucking doubt about that...
It's just...I don't want to spend MY birthday surrounded by balling people over SOMEONE ELSE...I kinda wanted to have a nice time with my family and relax...
Does that make me petty?
Does it stop the pain?
Because someone who used to be like a sister to her...her mom can't even remember her birthday, now...
I don't...I can't...I DON'T FUCKING CARE! I WANT TO BE PETTY IN THE EYES OF THE LORD!
I'm going to get ready for work now...